Saturday, April 16, 2011

Sad April



April is a month that all of us will think about "April Fool"... Ya, to me, this year is not a fool. Sigh!!! Feeling upset no matter on my works, family & friends too. Why am I so unlucky :(


For works, having a misunderstanding with my colleague. What a shock on that evening when he texted me in regards of the morning issue? I really dun understand what he meant? After several text message, just realised my sound tone when talked to him was not comfort to him this morning~ this is the reason I found.... Yes, I admitted that I'm not that kind of lady who talked softly & politely.. Some of my colleagues can accept but some dun. I will learn from that & try to change. Although I had texted back to him on my applogy & remain back as friend. I really dun hope he looks moody & uncomfort when dealing with me.. However, I really got my hard way to treat is as nothing.


For family, my mum was left us about 6 months... Where is she? Although she didn't care of me so much but I wish that she could stay happily. I have adapted the life without her, but something is can't avoid... When friends asked me about my mum, I really dun know how to answer them.. Just smile to let all the questions flow away... Hope that my dad will be fine.


For friends, feeling that most of them like to exploit me. Am I too foolish? Or I am too kind? Never meet a friend who really treat me as friend. They will get away from me when found there is no more advantage taken from me :( But I still have few numbers of friends who really care of me but they are staying far far from me.. I miss them

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